Podcast #8: Letting Go and Letting God

After a horrible day in court.  I've had time to rant and rave and just let it go.

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Peace and Love

Podcast #7: Co-Parenting with a Manchild

This week will be the most challenging yet.  I hope I don't sound bitter, but when it concerns my child...

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Courting

We went to our first court date last week.  I didn't know what to expect, so it was nothing like I expected.  We were ushered into a tiny room with a man who, I assume, has some sort of legal training and a lady who was the reporter/stenographer.  Are they even called stenographers anymore?

The man was uncomfortable that we are still living in the same house.  It's really the financially responsible thing for us considering my lack of income.  And, STBX is hardly ever there.  So, it works out.

For the sake of my sanity, I've decided to buy him out of "his share" of the house.  He has to be out by July 31st.  The law man says, "you're on the hook for all the bills come August 1st."  I replied, "I've been on the hook financially this entire marriage, that's why I'm getting divorced."  He gave a weak smile, but I'm sure I made him more uncomfortable. 

After going over all of the paperwork, the law guy decided that I should be responsible for half of the debt.  I straight out told him that I was not paying half of credit card debt that was used for trips and other things to make STBX's life more comfortable and pleasurable while I paid for preschool tuition, dental procedures, school fees, etc. for our child all by myself.  STBX, being the martyr that he is, told the man that he was fine to cover the debt - his debt.  Although he tried to make it seem like the debt was a result of taking care of our family.  So, I asked him to account for the $135,000 from the sale of the house in Arizona.  That money certainly wasn't applied to the purchase of the house we currently reside in.  And there has not been that much familial maintenance.  Ever.

The best part of court was that law man doesn't think that it would be fair for STBX to pay all of his own debt and child support.  Yeah, that just happened.  So, when we go back, I'm going to ask the court if I should be the one to suffer while STBX takes monthly international trips and makes payments on his condo that he won't be living in full time.  

I suspect it will cause some sort of turmoil that will result in August 8th not being the first day of the rest of my life.  But I think I'm willing to take that chance.

Although I had hoped it would not come to this, I will be contacting a lawyer; for a consultation at least.  I had hoped to be able to save those thousands of dollars to live off of, but STBX is just not being reasonable.  And I can't wait for karma, I need my justice now.

Reasonably Happy Podcast, Episode 3 - The Downside of Divorce

In this episode, I talk about the things that will be tougher now that I'm going it alone.